life as it is

HEY HEY
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO LISA AND I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S BEEN ONE GREAT MONTH! I LOVE YOU LISA!

sadness like whoah
"Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?" -Chris Carrabba. well, i wish i could say i'm feeling fine after what i just heard. but suprising to me and probably everyone else, it hurts. who would of thought. my first time too. never knew it would be such a bummer.

what shall i do??
i like... quasi (mrs. scott word) have plans for valentines day. and..... like i know it's mad far away, but, it's gonna be my first love day driving, and, i always figured i'd have like a definite someone to spend the day with. and i dont' know, if any of you fine looking young ladies got any ideas, let me know. it's bothering me almost as much as this other thing is, but the other thing isn't all that bad cuz i know it's nothing to worry about.

chill with the surveys
like all of the people on my friends list filled out a survey, and they're maddddddd long, so it takes me forever to scroll down that stuff. chill wit it. ahhhhhh, sara got a bitch!!! word to that. i love life. "emo kids are the leaders of tommorow's third world country" -anonymous

it's soo stupid
if you really wanted to talk to someone and your buddy told you that he didn't want you to that to that someone, that buddy can shove a dildo up his ass. cuz other people shouldn't affect what you do or who you talk to. gym w/ scott= soreness like whoah.

flizoor crizew
floor crew rocks people. easy work. long hours. mad service hours for that junk. and..... there are the obvious reasons why the environment is quite possibly the most enjoyable, ever!!!! i love it. i can't wait to feb. 7, that's gonna rock like a mother.

It's sad and true
LISA HATES ME!!!! AND SHE WILL HATE ME FOREVER FOR POSTING THIS!!! SHE SAID IT HERSELF!!! IT'S ALL TRUE!!! LISA HATES ME!!!!!! HAHA

when you realize
there was this fire burning in the past. the fire was something that consumed you, something that you cared about and would do anything to keep that fire going. the fire burnt away every negative aspect of anything associated with you. the fire made you happy, and the fire made you sad, but no matter what. the fire was always there when you needed it. it's terrible when you realize that the fire has finally burnt away when you feel you need it the most.

life's chill
I'm missing your bed, I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak
& this bottle of beast is taking me home.
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
You're not alone & you're not discreet.
You make sure I know, who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again.
There is not a word that I comprehend,
except when you signed it
"I will love you always & forever"

As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder,
how you're making out,
but as for me I wish that I was anywhere
with anyone making out

I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending.
I'm missing you bed, I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to sleep.
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.

tonight rocked again
last night fuckin kicked ass too. chillin at Q balls' house and doing everything over there in iceland rocked. hey ladies, go to walk, apparently that's where all the hot guys are at. i gotta go check out that place.

hells yeah biatches
these two days have rocked. i aced my midterms, then i bought the sweetest knife with the Q balls. then... i went and hung out with sally and friends and... well... yeah, let's just say that was some fun stuff. then i watched sebastian get beat in a race over in the CP. then this morning i drove to the school to turn in my uniform and went on to go jam with mr. jeter, evan altshueler, mike loather, and brett ambersiny (SP?). that was a lot of fucking fun. the only bad thing so far this weekend is all associated with one person. but, "fuck the naysayers"-311. don't hang up on anyone people, i bet that would make someone feel like shit. yeah, have fun with your million days off.

Rockin the Midterms
thanks to sally for the mad amounts of help for studying. i freakin rocked the G spot on that midterm people. it was amazing. today i'm gonna go build a downhill racer with Q balls. that's gonna be fun. hey, guess what? this person i know, her friend is coming down from naples. i think it's amazing. apparently this friend is straight as hell, but i don't know. maybe i'll meet them. beats me. listen to 311 and drink water. peace.

i don't get them
girls never make sense. EVER. like, i don't get what's going on with that chica. i took the effort to go see her like a billion times today, and she either wasn't there, or totally blew me off. she can't be mad at me, fuck that! it's her fault all this shit happened.

is that how it is?
well i'll tell you what missy... two can play at that game. tonight i'm gonna go to church and do what i gotta do. i don't know why. but it's gonna happen. i give up on it.

hell yeah bia
Today rocked! i got to do what i wanted after school. chillin with the M+C. I made it look like i was having a crappy time so maybe i'd get in a uno momento, but no. it's all good. i loved it anyways. there's gonna be a huge b-ballin game tonight at mullins or something. if you wanna come, call me up. peace out homes.

whoop whoop
i won a bet today, that rocked. i'm gonna make sure a buddy of mine makes it nice and safe to something after school tommorow. it's good i can still take care of this buddy. i gotta watch their back. i'll see ya'll tommorow. peace.

she swears i don't
listen to that band. i told her a billion times that i listen to them. hey, it's not anything bad though, i just won my side of the bet. it's all gravy. what's with the rocket going to texas? the only thing in texas is bad football and the bush family. it's ridiculous. but..... i'm happy people, everything's going great in my life. it's a leap year? that's amazing. just one more day she has to wait till march second.

Whoop Whoop
so i did something really really nice for someone today, i'm pretty sure they didn't realize it. also, i played some B-balls without Q balls, but dan's a better replacement. i listened to sara complain about her life, that was what it was. packers? yeah, they're gonna win. i'm not a hardcore fan or anything, but it'll be nice to see the eagles go down for reasons i won't list on lj. take care everyone, buckle up.

B-balls with the Q balls
So dan came over, i chilled with that motha fucka. we went and played some basketball at my church. Q balls, Chris, and the bad ass ali b came and met us up. we played some 2 on 2 till we were freezing like whoah. then me and dan went and hung out a little bit with some friends. nothing too special tonight. good times in coral springs, that's for sure. peace out homes.

you make me
feel uncalm and i think i like it, you make me think of the song that i could not write. -311. so i woke up maddd early today and i went to bed at 3. it rocked. i talked to her on the phone for a little bit and told her whatever was on my mind. that was fun. she's allright and all, but... you know. and people, pleeeeeease don't be hatin' up on my livejournal yo, that's not the cool thing to do. i'm over that junk!! guys just don't want to see their girls with other guys. that's the most simple thing ever. so ladies, if you broke up with someone, know this, they don't want you with another guy, EVER.

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